Being good

In shaa ALLAH, someday saya akan hadapi situasi seperti diatas.
In shaa ALLAH, someday saya akan menjadi isteri yang baik dan solehah.
In shaa ALLAH, someday saya akan ubah perangai saya untuk menjadi lebih baik dan bertambah berlipat kali ganda baik compared to yesterday and even better for tomorrow.
In shaa ALLAH, jika tiada halangan dan jika umurku masih panjang dengan izin ALLAH, moga diberi kesempatan untuk menjadi anak yang baik dan melaksanakan tanggungjawab as a great daughter to my mum sebelum saya menutup mata :')

Semua boleh jadi,semua boleh buat,semua boleh terlaksana dengan adanya ALLAH disisi kita semua :) Goodnight.

Can't wait

Assalamualaikum everyone! selamat pagi, I mean yeahh, tengok masa laptop Ekin, my dearest roomates, tepat menunjukkan 3.46 a.m. great, esok kena bangun awal untuk pergi business conference dekat Singgah sana Hotel and Ivan will pick me up! So, i guess my life tak adalah boring mana since minggu ni tak balik rumah *again, busy dengan assignment yang bertimbun ala-ala gunung everest* tapi takpe, hari selasa cuti! UIA gombak cuti sebab ni area Selangor. Hehe :3

Biasalah, nak akhir sem ni, kitorang semua termasuklah dahku terpaksa bergiat, bertungkus lumus, berperang depan laptop dengan geng untuk pre-reg new subject untuk sem 2. Tapi, AL-HAMDULILLAH, everything goes smoothly. Saya ingat lagi, time Ekin bukak lappy tepat pukul 12.00 a.m. tadi, masa tu jugak lappy ni hang sebab ramai berebut nak daftar, but Dayummm! dengan dia-dia sekali tak dapat register subject. Tapi, not for me. Saya check sekejap je laptop Ekin and TARAA! boleh add banyak subject. So far takda clash lagi dengan mana-mana subject.

Actually, sem 1 ni, saya belajar banyak benda.JANGAN AMBIK KELAS PAGI. Sumpah, ni betul, class saya untuk sem ni mostly start around 8.30 and saya ni liat nak bangun. I mean, after subuh prayer, bamm terus letak kepala atas bantal and kroohh kroohh balik (erkk -..-) so, I got my lessons and next sem taknak ada class pagi. Well, tu perancangan di awal waktu. tapi hurmmm...

Haha, entahlah korang nampak ke tak kan -..- Okay, nak list sikit subject;

1.Foundation Islamic Economic <--spoil betul, ni lah subject pagi untuk next sem!
2.Management Accounting Foundation
3.Principles in Macroeconomics
4.Business Mathematics
5.Islamic Worldview
5.Halaqah 2
6.Study circle 
7.Tilawah Al-Quran 2.
 total 16.5 credit hours. Quite tough, but In Shaa ALLAH, semua boleh kalau kita yakin boleh. Malaysia boleh! *tetibe*

tapi yang tak bestnya! nampaknya next sem pun, saya bakal berdepan dengan subject yang melibatkan class 8.30 sebab nak dapat lecturer best and kebetulan class lecturer best tu buat pagi. Memang bagus lah sangat. Bosannn! eeee

Whatever it is, In Shaa ALLAH, prepare untuk final exam still dalam 20%, but still in progress untuk buat yang terbaik and I can't wait untuk masuk next sem. Tak sabar nak masuk department and tak sabar nak ambil major untuk course Economic ni :)

P/S:Halamak, next sem kena jadi lebih rajin, kena jadi lebih baik, kena jadi lebih cantik. ehh? :P

Lots of love, 
Miss A :)

My honest entry

Assalamualaikum and hiii to my lovely readers! Fine lah kau, aimi, setiap bulan, satu entry je kau create. Fine. K ._. well, yelah bulan ni, bagi saya, saya rasa busyy sangat mengalahkan my mum bekerja. Serius but this month, In Shaa ALLAH, gonna be a great month to face because my final exam around the corner! *gulp* orang kalau final exam, mestilah nervous,takut sampai kaki terketaq-ketaq tahan kuncing, but not for me. I'm ready, I will get what I wish for this sem. Even kadang-kadang belajar tapi at the same time sibuk waste masa berintenet, hang out tengok movie dengan geng, jalan-jalan menghabiskan duit mama beli barang tak berpekdah, tapi tu semua, bila fikir balik, mesti akan jadi satu memoir yang terindah bila kita dah nak habis sem <--ayat tak boleh blah, baru otw nak habis sem satu 2012/2013 as a degree student kot. finee :P

OKAY. *Muka serius* 

First of all, saya nak remindkan pada awak awak yang sedang menggodek-godek blog saya, saya nak inform awal yang entry ni berdasarkan my experience. Saya yang laluinya,so saya akan sentiasa bercakap benar sepanjang menaip entry ini. Seperti benda common among girls, saya rasa, girls=beauty product memang tak boleh dipisahkan. Semua orang mahu cantik,bukan?Well same goes to me. Saya memang selalu mahu kelihatan cantik and always nak kelihatan perfect. So, bila keluar rumah, hangkat kau, bergondol-gondol, bertepek 2-3 inci I letak make up kat muka. then,jadilah secantik bagaikan bidadari*okay,sumpah geli. cut the crap,Aimi -.-

Hah, taraa! ni sememangnya muka saya kalau saya bermake-up. okay, bukan nak puji but I admit, memang I nampak flawless sangat kan :P *sila jeles* tapi ini semua dibantu oleh barang make up. Jika saya tidak bermake up. inilah rupa saya.

AMARAN:Sila jangan terkejut. Ini memang betul. bukan tipu. Gambar pun tidak diedit.

Oh yess. that's me. without make up, people. Lihatlah bertapa saya terlalu honest dengan diri sendiri dan awak semua kerana saya ingin kongsi masalah besar yang melanda diri saya since saya belajar di Nilai UIA until masuk UIA Gombak.

Kalau korang nak tahu, wajah saya before masuk UIA Nilai, saya tidak menggunakan sebarang product. I mean, well barang make up tu wajib lah ada like Foundation, lip balm, eyeliner and compact powder. Saya jugak admit yang saya memang tak pakai any skin care product sebab muka dulu flawless,takde jerawat. Lepas tu,semua berubah. cuba try baca entry yang ini. Saya dah terangkan semua kot but,sorry sebab tulis dalam English time tu, konon-konon reti cakap omputeh,tapi broken *Phuii!, arghh, pedulikan 0_0* time tu, memang saya mengalami satu stage dalam hidup saya yang paling lowest. yang paling teruk dan  yang paling gelap. Cuba bayangkan, bila muka flawless,yang mulus bagai semua tiba-tiba segorombolan jerawat datang and buat kubu kat muka. lepastu, bila dah pecah, siap tinggal parut lagi, sumpah mencacatkan penampilan muka saya. And time tu jugak, saya jadi mangsa gila beauty product. semua benda saya guna, you name it,honey! tapi semua tak kena dengan muka saya. Ya ALLAH, besar sangat ujian time tu. Ditambah lagi dengan stress belajar, stress dengan ex-balak, stress di rumah, so yeah, lagi bertambah-tambah jerawat, blackhead semua kat muka. hurmm T.T

Time ni,try cover jerawat batu, jerawat merah-merah semua dengan pakai make up.tapi dah tak se'flawless' dulu. Me is sad :'(

See, jap jap, korang boleh baca tak apa yang saya label tu? hehe, kalau boleh baca, tahniah! your eye-sight sangat bagus. Even saya sendiri pun tak berapa nampak tulisan, ingat nak buat ala-ala comel tapi... erk -.- Time ni, otw nak pergi rumah makcik saudara. And time ni jugak, kakak saya (I called her "Moks") yang kat belakang tu take pic, and memandangkan sekarang semua orang ada instagram, so dia pun took pictures for both of us and uploaded into it, bila saya tengok balik pic tu, Oh myyy, rasa macam nak nangis. muka si '"Moks" ku flawless,tapi saya? hurmm

Kadang-kadang, saya rasa macam nak berserah je kat ALLAH, and at the same menyalahkan ALLAH, why lah bagi ujian sebegini pada saya. Saya memang terlalu fragile, okay fine ayat gedik nak mati, but that's the truth. Saya memang sangat particular dengan muka saya, semua benda yang keluar dari muka especially JERAWAT, memang selalu buat saya depressed.Until one day,hari tu, muka memang dah tahap jerawat merah naik gila-gila *even saya pun takut nak take pic,but tetap gagahkan diri take pic :P*,

See? nampak merah tu?time ni pun dah cover guna BB cream jenama MB ,but still nampak teruk gila. Masa ni, otw nak pergi SM dengan my dearest mummy. Actually, rasa malasss gila nak teman mama, but Al-HAMDULILLAH, ALLAH bukakkan hati untuk saya pergi and masa berjimba di SM,saya tergerak hati untuk singgah di beauty store MEIKO. Well, MEIKO sememangnya terkenal dengan product Jepun kan, so masa awal-awal datang, one of the lady approached me,tanya nak beli product apa and blah blah blah.. after that, saya pun story masalah saya+ terfikir barang apa yang sesuai dengan muka saya. So she suggested this amazing product :)

Naturactor soap and Hi-Care freshener!

Hi-Care ni di'apply' dengan kapas and dap dap kat muka before cuci muka dengan Naturactor soap. Mula-mula, rasa takut jugak nak pakai. Yelah, rasa insecure, takut kena tipu lagi. before this kan dah pakai macam-macam product like;

1.Daiso Japan
2.Himalaya
3.Murad
4.Sabun collagen MB
5.Shurah
6.Sabun susu beras and etc.

So, i'll try these berserta dengan facial. Wow! for the first time saya buat facial memang satu pengalaman yang bittersweet. sangat best and sakit dalam masa yang sama!

Erkk, mungkin muka tak berapa nak nampak sangat, tapi ada bentuk hidung pun dah cukup membuktikan saya ni manusia ye. Hehe :B Saya tak pernah buat facial before this, harga dia pun very good. for permulaan, dia bagi rm35. tapi,lepas tu, saya ada 2 or 3 kali appointment untuk next facial. This is my look after facial.

Time ni, memang terkejut ala beruk mak yeh jugak lah bila tengok muka. My god, Merah gilaa and ada kesan darah sikit. tapi pekerja kat situ cakap, hal macam ni normal kalau mula-mula buat facial. Plus, orang tu pun cakap, jerawat saya jenis banyak yang tersumbat and liang roma banyak yang terbukak. Sebab tu, senang tumbuh jerawat. something like that, tak ingat dah saya :3. 3 days after facial, muka saya mula menunjukkan perubahan.

Al-HAMDULILLAH, masa ni, saya pakai summer cake dari Product Meiko je sebab tak berani nak pakai make up lagi. nak nak lagi, saya kena berpantang, after facial tak boleh makan ayam, telur, dan makanan pedas. Hehe, nak bagi muka cepat sembuh, I have to obligate all the rules. And now, saya masih lagi meneruskan pemakaian Naturactor Soap and muka dah kurang jerawat, parut pun dah hilang, and last but not least, saya sangat happy dengan produt MEIKO! :')

Sekarang, Ya ALLAH, there's nothing I could asked more, rasa bersyukur sangat dipertemukan dengan product MEIKO dan sekarang jugak saya dapat banyak pengalaman bila berhadapan dengan ujian sebegini. Saya dah start mengurangkan pemakaian make up, dan lebih kearah Summer cake sebab muka saya jenis cepat berpeluh dan sun block. Kalau korang nak tahu, pic ni ditangkap selepas 2 bulan setengah saya menggunakan Naturactor soap. Kadang-kadang, ada jugak keluar jerawat, tapi normal lah time datang bulan *ee,shuh shuh jerawat!* :P 

Hahh, macam mana? serious tak entry kali ni? Hehe, sumpah, tak pernah se'skems' and seserious kot before this.Entry saya yang dulu sempoi and blues je, tapi like I said before, ni entry honest. Berlaku dan dialami oleh tuan empunya badan.So, readers ku tersayang, kalau ada problem dengan kulit muka, itu normal. Memang sangat normal, tapi tak bagi diri saya sebab I hate myself bila melihat ada seketul, 2 ketul jerawat kat muka. Tapi, now takda problems dah. I really feel grateful and hari-hari nak maintain kesihatan dan kecantikan muka, mesti kena banyak==>

1.Minum Air masak
2.Kena banyak pakai sun block. Very essential part for our skin. dulu saya just tepek je foundation kat muka, takda SPF bagai. fine, sendirik carik penyakit --'
3.Makan fruits, makan vegetables, kurangkan makanan bergoreng.
4.exercise! *part ni,paling malas! lol tapi kena buat jugak kan. Semua semata-mata kerana kulit :) *

P/S:Sorry lah sebab banyak sangat pic. Ni semua pic sepanjang saya menghadapi skin problems dari UIA Nilai until Gombak. No edit. No tipu-tipu. Dah nama pun Honest entry :') eh jap, maybe Naturactor soap ni, so far memang kena dengan muka saya, tapi maybe ada effect lain dengan muka awak-awak semua yang nak try. So, kena jadi bijak dalam membeli ya :)

Till then,
Much love, Miss A :)

Random post

Assalamualaikum and good greets to everyone! Yeah,yeah,yeahhhh I know what you think about,honey.It's been completely a long moments for me that I didn't update any refreshing or interesting entry for my blog.I mean,seriously. Based on my poor time management and my maxis broadband yang lambat nak mati tu ._., so yeah.I think I have a solid reason why I'm abandoned my blog.Perghh, my blog already dusty like super crazy. thank god I didn't have serious illness but i do have Asthma*is that bad? idk,unrelated Q I guess -..-*, Whatever it is,Al-Hamdulillah, I managed to borrowed Zuhey's lappy and try to update some crucial infomation that happened to me 4 months ago.

1.Al-Hamdulillah, on 4th September 2012, IIUM send an offer letter through their link and I opened it, and bammm! I'd been offered to join IIUM Gombak and hold a Degree as Bachelor of Business Administration.Pleasure to ALLAH because even though I didn't get the course that I want which is Accounting,but it's okay.It didn't bother me so much because this programme offer four to five major and one of it were BBA with minor.They given two choices for us to choose the Minor either in Accounting or Information Systems.Insya-ALLAH,saya nak ambil Minor jika berkesempatan, plus at least, ada jugak lah kena tempias-tempias subject Account even tak dapat hold Degree in Accounting. Hehe *trying to be positive* :)

2.My schedule are not very pack compared to when I'm study in CFS,which is also good.Boleh balik rumah after class petang Khamis. Then I can spends  a lot of my sweet time with my family and my cats. Auww,speaking about my cats, tetiba rasa rindu T.T *gedik,padahal this week boleh balik rumah* --"

3.Shocking news.My dad passed away on 19th July,equal with 29 Syaaban 1433M. PLEASEE, Don't ever feel sorry for me and my family.We all, me and my family kena kuat semangat fizikal,mental,rohani,jasmani semualah untuk berdepan dengan Ujian daripada ALLAH yang Esa.And due to respect,PLEASEE don't ask further about his death.It's have been a dreadful moment in this year,2012.With courtesy from me to you, let's together recites surah Al-Fatihah for him.May my dad(Arwah Papa) rest in peace and be among the mukminoon T.T


Well,that's it I guess. I have a class for tomorrow at 10 since I've took 5 subject for this sem,my first year as a degree student.May ALLAH bless me,protect me,and care for me and my family.Thank you for reading my first entry ever after menghilangkan diri selama 5 bulan.May ALLAH bless you,people :)

With love,
Miss A.

Doodlesssss

Assalamualaikum my dear readers <3 How do you all do?DON'T ever dare to ask me,because my life now,TOTALLY DULL,i mean,completely DULL and BORED.Eventhough I have tonnes of work,assignments for the subject that I took for this sem(only one,Math 2 -.-) I dunno why I had become the same person during studying in Nilai.Lazy girl.Damnn,I need,no have to get rid this attitude if i wanna achieve dean list(Insya-ALLAH) this sem for this subject.Pray for me,please T.T

In order to filled up my boredom times,I tried surf the Internet and opened up my fb,I take a look at my page.Oh my,the first time I saw the timeline,I felt like I want to crush my head to the wall.What the bloody hell happens here?My God!I hate it so much.Plus,I feel that timeline is for the kids.(sorry,for those who love timeline),not cool at all.And then,I realized,something.My sweet doodles.Yeah,if you ever read my previous entry,which is this one,I got to admit that I love doodles and I loves drawing as well.Insanityy kan!Kecomelan doodles ni betul-betu buat aku jatuh hati. >w<

AREN'T THEY CUTEE >w<

Hehe,If you guys love sketching,drawing and sort of that,then you must LOVES these cuties.I ordered these doodles from my favorite doodler which is Cik Mel Amalina.I suppose that,some of the blogger might know about her due to the doodles that she creates.She's undeniably talented in sketching doodles and I wish I have that gift which turn up to be yes,I do.I loves to draw too,but not as talented and cute like these doodles.To the doodlers,Continue to shape up your potential,Insya-ALLAH,might be one day,you'll be able to become the most successful person in the future,by just sketching doodles.Doodles not just by drawing people,but other such as cartoons,nature,animals. *I think* :)

Eventhough I love doodles *who doesn't right? ><*,There's some of arguments said in the Hadith or in the Holly Al-Quran mentioned,drawings a human being is HARAM.I knew about it.And I think other people notices about this phenomenon too.That's why,for those who loves sketching,drawings,PLEASE try to change the directions by drawing people to nature or flower for examples.Much more ease and we feel calm after see it,right?I know it's difficult,but we have to.For the sake of ALLAH.Because we never know what lies behind it.Anyway,let ALLAH decide what the best for you,for us.Looks like,after this,I don't want Cik Mel to create doodle,human doodle for me but more to things.Yes!Cupcakes <--*this is NOT a thing,Aimi =.='*

My final exams around the corner,about 9 days from now.I'm hoping that I can get an A for this subject.I really do love Math but sometimes,memang sangat2 memeningkan. =.=' Oh,before wrap up,wish you people can support my blog by visiting it.I know,I'm not like other blogger retis,almost everyday update about their daily routine,fantastic life journey,bla bla whatever.but I do have my own principle,

"Blogging with loves and intention to shared new things with other blogger." 

May ALLAH bless me. Insya-ALLAH.

Much loves,

Miss A.